friends? haha what friends?

I know most people are going to read this and say that we're friends.. But we're not. I feel like since my little girl has come into the world that 97% of everyone I was friends with has no interest in spending time with me. Even my "best" friends. Yes and if you read that and think you're included you probably are. You call me when I'm convenient to talk to or a last resort or if you need something. But never do I get an invite to go anywhere. Ya know it's just nice to know you were thought of. THE THOUGHT COUNTS.

It sucks. And yes I know sometimes I fail at maintaining communication but I try. when I get a free second I try. it's all just frustrating.