My life was confusing. Strange. I was unsure about what I wanted. Who I wanted. Where I wanted my life to go, but in the past few days some may say that the sky opened up and a light was shined upon the way I was to take. Sorta.
I have recently found love again. Although I always knew it was there I think fear just rang so strong through me that I didn't know if it was the right choice. But it is and I will stand by my decision.
In other news, the news is on and they are talking about a little boy that is deaf and he was forgotten on a school bus. His name is Hunter. Which, by the way, is what Winter's name would have been had she been a boy. And I am not completely ruling that name out if I have another child but I think the next time I decide to have a little one, it will be planned and there will be someone else in the picture the WHOLE time. And oh, how I want more kids.
Is it that annoying that I want the big family, big house, and dogs. To be able to go to work and come home and spend time with my amazing family? Some people think that I am crazy for all of that. I can't help it. I want to make people sick with how happy my family is. I want to have weekly dinners with my family and my extended family. oh now now I am getting ahead of myself and I can tell. Anyways I am out of here.
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