...what to do..what to do

Adam just picked Winter up a few minutes ago. Tonight's the first night she spends the night with him. As a general rule of motherhood, I am worried. I know he wouldn't do anything to intentionally hurt her but it really is just the whole mother thing. Being away from my child. Uhg. I have a headache from just the thought that she wont be here tonight. I miss her already.

Well, Sunday is April's birthday. Turning 27. Monday, is Winter's next doctor appointment. Wednesday is my birthday. Turning 20. I am officially a teenager for another 6 whole days. I know it won't feel any different. I know I've been past that stage for a long time. When you have a child you change. Things change. People in your life change. I'll write more later.